Bloom: Half Terrible, Half Infinite

My mask falters
I am so aggravated
by tedious folds in my
mutant Birth
No Bible of yellow stars
could befit this tall order
I pander in this
shed-skin Bed
Steal weather from the
forecast
doppler tells me I am a
Typecast
Invisibility
a strange equine
at the petting zoo
Striped
Binary thought-maps
Trot twice
if you’re ready for the
Show
You make an excellently
melancholy Ball Buster
plead with Laughing eyes
through gash and gnashing
Abysmal teeth
Cuspids lacking
any and all
care And attention
You are not built for me
I am not built for me
We are not built for
Negligence in this life
Wasting all of
Lifespan
Drinking all of
Paranoia
Division
Division
Division
I cough up sexual spores
Bake anxiety
inside the tiny Body
Real dreams
deceive Me everlasting
I deceive me, crass and Nasty
Broken vessel halo’s
ordinary gestures
I don’t treasure such inconsistency
Not in my being of watercolor
nor the Toxicity of oil’s antiquity
Forlorn, I am,
An un-ample beauty who Favors staining
Sweet grasshood
encompasses Yellow beams
While seething in Entrapment,
Simulation, Questioning humanity
and lack of family
Cumulative aura exalted
Mind enters my mind
is unified
Cyclical
Impermanent decay
Half terrible, half infinite
*Illustration: "Edward Jordan - The Human Creature" ceramic by Octavian Jordan